Labels : Im missing you badly!

I shouldn't have allowed you to find your friend. I should have asked you to come back straight after work. If not all this would not have happen. At least you still be able to stay by my side till the end of CNY.

You called me at 2plus in the morning, telling me about what had happen. Do you know that i was in a surprise shock? At that point of time i really dont know what to do. All i know is just to cry. Whenever im not doing anything, i will think of you and it will make me cry. I really want to see you again badly.

Whenever i am doing nothing, my mind will be full of your images! Full of all the happy moments we had, the laughter we shared! Your smile! Everything! I miss all of it, i miss you!

Remember you said you gonna cooked pasta for me on friday morning before i go to school? It was left undone. Cause' you were caught.

The reason why my feelings towards you grew deeper and stronger day by day is simply because you are totally different from all the boyfriend i had. You are the best boyfriend i had. Really!

You really show me your care and love by simple little things you done. You always give me the attention that i want. You always put me in the first place of your heart. You dont mind doing many things for me even though it is troublesome or tiring for you. No matter how tired you are, you will still crawl out of the bed just to send me to the school or bus stop.

You are the first boyfriend that gave me love bite;

You are the first boyfriend that i gave love bite to;

You are the first boyfriend that had carry me in the public;

You are the first boyfriend that i had bring back home;

You are the first boyfriend that will always hold on to my hand where ever we go;

You are the first boyfriend that had looked after my siblings when im in school;

You are the first boyfriend that had do house chores for me;

You are the first boyfriend that had tidied my bedroom;

and you will be the first boyfriend that i will wait!

I really love you and i really miss you. 

Now i can fully understand how Winnie felt when Wei Kang was caught. Just hope that Winnie will stay cheerful till Wei Kang is discharge. Hope she will take good care of herself.

And i really want to thank those who try or had cheer me up in some ways.

HuiZhu, KeeKee, Lynn, Joleen, Catherine, Ilah(Chipmunk), Liyana(Nana), Sally, Halim, Amir...

If i did not mention your name here, just remember that i really thank you okay.

P/S : I MISS YOU, BABY! HOPE YOU WILL RECEIVE THE LETTER AND THE PICTURES THAT I HAD MAILED TO YOU SOON. I WILL BE WAITING FOR THE REPLY LETTER. I LOVE YOU!