It had been quite awhile ever since i last saw my sister who was the closest family member i had. But now she not living with me anymore. I felt that we kinda drift apart. We are not as close as we used to. We used to talk about anything under the sun. Telling each other our secrets. Telling each other about anything that had happened. Laughing over our silly acts and action. Laughing at our stupid joke. Crying in front of each other when we want to. Getting angry with each other but will always get back together after few minutes.
But now, all these arent gonna happen again. It is not gonna be the same as the past. I really really hope that you will come back home. I really hope that we can be like how we used to be. I really hope that you will stop disappoint Daddy. But i know all those "hoping" wont be happening. It will not be easy.
Jie, i really misses you a lot and i really love you. I hope you would just listen to me for this once. "Come Back Home". This is all i would ever wish for.
And to jie, CHEER UP! I can fully understand how you felt about your boyfriend because im in the same shoes as yours. But you see, your boyfriend will not be by your side for a month or so but for me. It is 6 months! Just be patient. And also dont go think so much. You must have the trust in him. In this way, your relationship with him will stay stronger.
Take Care..
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You know what?! I dont like your mouth! Really! Sometimes you tend to hurt people's feelings. You dont think before you speak. Certain things is alright to just say out. But some are simply not. To you, it may seems nothing, but to others, it is different. You say you are like that, then why not make a change. Change for a better. Why dont you give it a try? Yes, you like who you already are. But not others. Continue being like that, you will make more enemies rather then friends.
Anyway it is all up to you. Im just giving an advice.
Will update this more in my private blog. Check it out to those who have access to it.
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I miss baby damn much. It had been 47 days that i havent seen you. There is still 194 days = 6 months&10 days to your discharge. 5 more days to our 2nd monthsary. Im still waiting for your letter.
Wondering how are you now?, What have you been doing for the past 47 days?, Have you been thinking about me often?, Did you get into any trouble?, Did you eat well?, Did you sleep well?... All this questions have been inside my head like almost everyday. ILY!
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Anw to YE ZHU, please cheer up alrights? Dont think so much. You gotta move on with your life. Dont let those matter ruin your day or your life. This is what life is about. We all have to learn. That how we grow up and from there, move on! This is all i can i say. Most importantly, "THINK POSTIVE!". Dont be so negative... :D
P/S : People! Please do not not text me. I cant receive any messages!
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