Have you ever wondered "What is LOVE?" Well, to me Love is knowing all of his flaws but still wanna be with him more then anyone else. Love is trusting him enough to tell him everything about yourself including the things that you are very ashamed of. Love is when you felt so safe & comfortable with his presence. Love is when the whole world is against him but still you will stand by him. Love is when you will trust him no matter what had happened. That the love definition of mine between boy & girl..
But as for the love being Family, it is much more different. It's the most powerful love among all. & this love will never stop or end. Here is an example of a love from a Father.
When i was still a few months old, my Mum abandoned my family. My Father who doesnt know how to look after kids, took care of my sister & i . He played a role of both a Father & Mother. He work hard to earn money as a father & at the same time he would always bring us out to play like a mother. No matter how tired he is when he came back home from work, he would never fail to play with us before we headed to bed. He is really a wonderful Dad. I remembered once i broke a bowl and at that very moment, my Dad just reach home from work. So he saw everything. I cried when i saw him as i thought my Dad is gonna scold me as it was not the first time i break bowls or plates but instead he rushed into the Kitchen and asked if im hurt.
When i was nine, my Dad remarried. So i got a Step-Mother. To be frank, i used to detest her until last year the start of September which was when my only natural sister was chased out of the house due to some matters.
As my sister was the only one i always turn to if i have any problems or anything, but she wasnt there by my side anymore. So naturally i turn to my Mum.
You must be wondering why didnt i turn to my Dad right? Well is simply because when my Dad got remarried, he leave everything to my current Mum. Everything as in taking care of us, teaching us & all. So from there on, my Dad & I kinda drifted apart so we never had a heart to heart talk before. Not even a hug because i find it weird & im kinda shy.
Anw back to when i stopped....
So i turned to Mum & told her many things. That is when i started to realised she is not that bad as i thought after all. She really did treated my sister & i as her real daughter and not just some step-daughters. But as for me, i didnt really treated her as my Mum. I treated her as my step-mother. I felt so guilty.
So now my Mum & I are close. I tell her everything that had happened everyday & i shared with her my problems. She is the only mother i will have.
And one thing that is really weird is that i never hated my natural Mum. Till now i still cant figure out why. hmmm..
Wow, i kinda actually ended up sharing about my life rather then about LOVE. :D
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