Labels : Sometimes i just simply hates my life.

 

Sometimes i really do hate my life cause most of the time i dont have a say to anything. I wanted this way/path but i cant choose the way i want to. I tried persuading many times but still im in the losing end. I know its for the family but am i just too young a little? Shouldnt i be concentrating on studies first so that my future would be better? If i study higher, the more job opportunities i would have for the course i studied for and the higher pay i would have cause my theory knowledge plus hands on knowledge is better compared to those who only stopped at Nitec? Isnt it? 

What i believed is that as long as i studied hard, my future would be brighter and thats when i would bring in more money to help out in the family and our lives would be much much more better. Isnt it? 

I felt so defiant but i got to do what  got to do. I just got to take one step at a time i guess. Aye :/ ...

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